I have had a girlfriend for about three years now and I have a problem. I need too much sex. A lot of people assume that this means that I am just horny all the time and that is partially true but the fact of the matter is that I don’t just want sexual experiences, I need them. It’s almost like I can’t function without it.
I have sex with my girlfriend about three times every day, and it’s not nearly enough. After the third time she tells me that she is too tired to do it anymore and I understand completely but I just can’t help it! She thinks that I just like sex too much, but if only this were true. I like donuts too, I love pizza, but if I don’t get these things every day I am going to be just fine. I might have a bit of a craving for these things but it doesn’t affect my day to day life in any way.
Sex is different. If I don’t masturbate or have sex for two hours I start to lose concentration, I have to get the poison out of me otherwise I would not be able to focus on work or whatever it is that I am doing in that moment. Since my girlfriend naturally can’t handle my sex drive, I have turned to London escorts.
I feel really guilty about it, but at the same time I kind of love it. London escorts are so sexy, and there is so much variety to be had here! I can choose the kind of London escorts that I want and that is the end of that, and this makes it easier for me to satisfy my addiction.. They are expensive but money has never really been an issue for me, I have always been quite privileged. This is why I am so eager to jump on this opportunity.
A lot of people would probably judge me for this, but I am not doing this just because I want to cheat. I love my girlfriend, I want her to be in my life for the long haul. I just can’t stop myself from needing sex. I have tried to get treatment for it time and time again but people don’t believe me, they just think what you all are probably thinking right now, that I am a terrible person who has no problems cheating on the people he is dating. I keep trying to assure people that this is not the case, I keep trying to tell them that in reality I am very faithful to my girlfriends. Even with the London escorts or hounslow escorts I don’t stick around, I get rid of what’s distracting me and get right out of there because I can’t bear the guilt of what I am doing. It’s only before I do it that I feel anticipation, and it’s not even because I feel horny it’s because I know that afterwards I will finally be able to think straight for at least a couple of hours.
Even if I didn’t have money I would be going for London escorts, except I would be going for the cheaper variety. If you have never seen the cheaper kind of London escorts trust me when I say that you are really lucky, because they are not very attractive at all. I would still go for them because I need it, and this should show you just how much this addiction is ruining my life.
This is starting to take a toll on my body. I can’t think straight, I can’t work properly, I can’t hold down a job. It’s starting to physically hurt because the act of sex is physically exerting and I don’t want to have to deal with this. My body is starting to get malnourished and I feel like if I keep doing this I am going to lose everything, and I am going to end up injuring myself in some way. I am afraid that this might cause a physical illness of some kind. Maybe if that happens people will start to believe me.
My girlfriend is starting to get very suspicious of me. She keeps asking me where I go every evening and why I often don’t answer her calls. It’s because I am with a London escort and i see a whole load of them from London escorts to dartford escorts and ealing escorts at that time. If she ever finds out she is going to break up with me, she is never going to understand that this is not something I am doing out of lust, it is something I am doing because I have no other option.
I am actually considering getting surgery done to reduce my sexual urges. The only problem is that I don’t want to stop having sex completely, I want to be able to have it in healthy amounts. I think the main thing is that I want to want it, not need it.
I have been experiencing this level of sex addiction from a very young age, and in the beginning I thought that it was normal because teenagers are supposed to be horny all the time. The only problem is that it was worse for me than it was for the other guys, and in my case I never grew out of it. I feel ashamed of myself all of the time, and I feel like I am a worthless human being.
This addiction is something that I have no control over. Everyone I say this to tells me that they are jealous of me, tells me that I am lucky to be able to have sex so often. If only they know that no part of this is fun for me in any way. If only they knew that this addiction is making it impossible for me to have any kind of a normal life. I wish that there was some way for me to get out of this situation I am in. I wish that there was some way for me to fix myself, but I feel like in my case there is no hope.