Over the last few years, I have developed an addiction I cannot seem to overcome. I am a businessman and I work in London. My addiction is that I have formed a habit of hiring the services of London escorts now and then. Although the services these escorts offer are exemplary and everything to die for, there is something that is making me feel extremely guilty-I am a married man. My wife does not know anything about this and I terribly fear for the day she will find out. I have only confided to a very close friend of mine who is also a co-worker. He told me that as long as it was only sex with no emotions involved, then it is not cheating. Is this really true? That it only amounts to cheating if you develop emotional feelings to the person you are cheating with? Here is my full story…
I am 42, and my wife and I have been married for over thirteen years. We became sweethearts back in high school. We both live in London and we have two kids together aged seven and nine. For the better part of our marriage life, I believe I have been the best husband that I could possibly have been. I have a successful career and a job that pays really well. We always spend the holidays together and get to enjoy everything that couples in London do. On the surface, we seem to have everything that anyone could ever want, but underneath, our sex life is far from being ideal.
I am a very emotional, passionate and sexual person. I have a very strong libido which my wife cannot seem to fulfil. This is the main reason why I have been secretly loving hiring the services of the best professional London escorts. My wife is the polar opposite of my very nature. Whereas I am passionate and emotional, she is very cold-like and non-emotional. From time to time, I have described her as my “ice queen”. We are both physically attractive. Over the years, I have formed a habit of working out rigorously and this has helped me keep fit and be in a good shape. I look way younger than I really am. From the time I first saw my wife, I have always found her sexy and physically attractive. By her own words, she also finds me attractive, physically or otherwise. She is the type of a woman who puts her career first before her marriage. We have had major disagreements about this and more than twice in our thirteen years of marriage, she has chosen her work over my opinions and feelings. For me, this has always been a very sticking point and as much as I try, I cannot bring myself to forgiving her for it; another problem.
As you may have deduced from above, this has made our sex life very problematic. My strong libido makes me want to make love to her a whole lot more than she ever agrees to. Another problem is that she has never tried to initiate sex, ever! This frustrates me so much as it feels like I am begging her for sex. She completely gets turned on by me, and when we have sex, she gets completely satisfied. She at one time told me that as much as she enjoys having sex with me, she can do just fine without it. With my strong sex drive, I can have sex three times or more a day if given a chance, but my wife does not let me. We even go for weeks without making love.
My problem started three years ago when I attended a stag do for one of my friends. When there, I met this beautiful girl who turned out to be an escort in London. We had a really great time, better than I had ever had with my wife. After hooking up with her for several weeks, she introduced me to some of her girlfriends who are also in the London escorting industry. This is where my addiction for London escorts started. Why do I find them irresistible?
They put my needs first.
Unlike my wife who prioritizes her career over our marriage and/or sex life, the Heathrow escorts, Watford escorts or Essex escorts (depending on the area i am in) I have been seeing have always strived to please me. They put my needs and desires first and always make sure that everything I want is taken care of.
I think I am talking on behalf of all men out there when I say that variety is the spice of life. My wife will always be the way she has always been and will never change to suit my tastes. When it comes to London escorts, they all come in different shapes, sizes and races. My wife is white and blonde and as such, she will never fulfil my penchant for black, Latino or Asian women. With London escorts, I have been able to satisfy my tastes and preferences every single day the need arises.
They are professionals.
Like I said before, my wife has never initiated sex before. She has always waited for me to, even sometimes turning down my advances. The London escorts I have been with do not shy away from anything and they get down to business as soon as I give them the go-ahead signal and she is agreeing as a consenting adult.
I could keep going on but the bottom line is that as much as I love my wife, she can never measure up to the escorts that I have been with so far. Also worth mentioning is that I only seek their services because I find it fulfilling, convenient and easy. I feel no emotional attachments to any of the escorts and our rendezvous is a no-strings-attached kind of a thing. As much as my conscience keeps on telling me that I should not be doing this, my body completely disagrees. If only my wife is as receptive and as passionate as these London escorts! I do not want to bring our marriage to an end. And this brings me back to my question- Since I feel no emotions towards these escorts, am I really cheating on my wife, or have I just found a convenient, easily available means of fulfilling my needs?
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